How do I feel? That question never makes sense to me because I can feel one way at this moment and in the next I may feel the complete opposite. I don’t think it’s just me that feels this way either I think it’s everyone. Every individual in their own mind just forces themselves to believe what they want to feel. It’s all just a constant war of thought and emotions coursing through our body and soul. Most people have these battles subconsciously and never really realize what’s really going on. Those of us that do pin point what is actually going on go into a state of complete madness, constantly second guessing ourselves, the decisions we make, and even to the extent of questioning our own existence. Sometimes we wish for ignorance, but then again we wouldn’t be able to experience our beautiful, intelligent, scary, and fucking insane mind.